Well, I started the day off on a total high. The new Proverbs 31 Online Bible Study (OBS) "A Confident Heart" by Renee Swope started today. I was sitting in the study with my laptop, coffee, Bible and my signed copy of "A Confident Heart". I read Melissa Taylor's blog post, prayed for God to change my heart and even left a comment on the OBS blog. My enthusiasm was so evident in my comment that another participant commented she wanted to "high five" what I had written. And then I started creating a blog....
I am a full-time working Mom and spend a lot of hours staring at a computer screen. I am fairly competent when it comes to the systems I have to use at work. I even started a blog several years ago to document the funny things my girls say and do and share pictures with my family. So starting a new blog about how God is changing my heart everyday should be a piece of cake. Every Thursday is blog hop for OBS and I have yet to participate in blogging. I have felt God calling me to start a blog about the victories and struggles in my everyday life trying to be an obedient, Jesus-loving girl. So imagine how my super-fabulous mood immediately turned when I couldn't figure out how to get this darned blog set up the way I wanted (perhaps that was my problem..."the way I wanted).
Of course, instead of stepping back and seeking God's will in the situation, I got really frustrated and tried to do it in my own strength. I snapped at my family all day. Now I feel horrible for letting my emotions get the best of me. And thus tends to be the vicious cycle of my life.
I have entitled this blog My Teachable Heart because I am on a journey. A journey to know God's perfect love, to love and see others as Jesus does and to share my faith with anybody who will listen.
Dear Lord, Thank you for loving me even though I am so broken. I pray that I will pause and look for your wisdom and strength instead of trying to do things on my own. Help me to forgive myself when I fall and use it as an opportunity to further seek you and your perfect love.
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